me at 15 years-old: don’t tell me what to do
me at 20 years-old: please tell me what to do
me at 15 years-old: don’t tell me what to do
me at 20 years-old: please tell me what to do
Me: depression isn’t bothering me
Me: *forgets to eat, either sleeps too much or not at all, feels nothing 90% of the time, doesn’t change clothes for 8 days*
Me: positive vibes ✌
i want a love that makes me laugh. you text me good morning even on the days you don’t have to be up and i take photos of you when you’re not looking and we hold hands in the middle of town where everyone can see. i want a love that smiles when they see me. you’ve never been good at talking but you tell me jokes and i’ve never been good at opening up but i risk it anyway. we play darts that we bought for a fiver and you kiss me when i lose and tell me i’m still a winner. i want a love that loves me. you think about me in the middle of class and i don’t mind the silence and we have never been as content as we are in this moment. i want a love like you. i want a love who is you.
I’m the teasiest little shit ever like people tell me I look innocent as hell but if we’re making out I’ll bite your lip and then pause and if you come towards me I’ll back off because that’s enjoyable as hell to me
but then again if you tease me I’m having none of that and we’ll get real serious real fast, like push you up against a wall pull your hips into mine shit
i wonder how people describe me when they’re talking about me to someone who’s never met me
Anonymous asked:
idrathergoforgirls answered:
Just give it time, y'all might actually end up together
I won’t tell you that being with me is a good idea, because sometimes it’s not. My head spins and I follow. I like to move at the pace of my thoughts, which makes me hard to keep up with. It will drive you insane, so don’t bother trying to understand how I think. You simply won’t. If I question something, I question it with everything in me. I am all or nothing. And each day you will wake up and find that you will either have all of me, or none of me. Some days I’m missing and you’ll search for me. I will be nowhere to be found. Find peace in the fact that tomorrow is a new day. We can try again. Please, let us try again.
And if it matters at all, I do love you so (via vaind)
@iwanteuphoric I understand you now. 💕
(via angels-in-thesky)